Al-Fatihah

urm,yesterday wasnt easy for me. woking up in the morning,then terus tgk lappy. Jie fana hantar ym.

Syarifah Farhanah (12/26/2009 5:05:31 AM): mei

Syarifah Farhanah (12/26/2009 5:05:38 AM): you knw hasanah aljunid

Syarifah Farhanah (12/26/2009 5:05:41 AM): sha ana aljunid

Syarifah Farhanah (12/26/2009 5:05:46 AM): dia meninggal smlm

Syarifah Farhanah (12/26/2009 5:05:49 AM): with her sister

Syarifah Farhanah (12/26/2009 5:05:52 AM): raheel aljunid

Syarifah Farhanah (12/26/2009 5:05:58 AM): accident bas express

Syarifah Farhanah (12/26/2009 5:06:03 AM): ya allah terkejut nya

Ya Allah, baru mlm sebelum tu, mei mei rindu sgt sgt kat arwah. dah lama arwah tak on9. baru je belikan shawls. and nak tunjuk kat arwah. tapi tak sempat. Anah, sis rindu sgt anah. tak tahu kenapa. anah pergi cepat sgt. sis tak sempat balik pun lagi. sekarang tak de dah adik sis yg sgt periang. Cepatnya anah pergi. sis rasa sangat bersalah. sis dah jnjikan nak tunjuk shwls kat anah. anah suka shawl sis yg wrna merah kotak kotak tu kan? sampai bila bila sis akan simpan shawl tu. tiap kali tgk shawl tu ,teringat anah. Kita maybe kenal tak lama. tapi sis akan ingat sampai bila bila. Anah peramah sgt. mula mula tgur sis. pnggil kak mimi. masa tu sis gelak je. comel sgt kamu. sekarang anah dah tak de.sis tak sempat nak ckp congrate pun lagi untuk keputusan PMR anah. Anah cemerlang, sis bngga sgt. sbb sis tahu,anah bole buat. sis bukak tadi message archive kita sembang kat ym.Anah pernah ckp nak dtg bljr kat sini.Ya Allah, sis rindu Anah.Ya Allah,tempatkan lah roh Anah dan kakaknya,Raheel di kalangan orang orang yg beriman. May your soul rest in peace sayang.

sampai bila bila,xd sape bole gnti anah dlm hati sis.
):

Ameen.





krna mengantuk, saya kehilangan anah. tolonglah driver2 bus yg laen. jgn sebab rasa mngantuk kamu, org laen kehilangan org tersayang.

bersih,membersih

CLEANING SERVICES, woot woot.

post post yg ad nma org org yg dah saya buang dri hidup sy, akan diDELETE sesegera mungkin.
terima kasih.
*tak sbr nk post nma nma bru*

:)

people,REFRESH

yes,yes. REFRESH.
enough of those SETUPID posts. people pun pening bca. what hppen eventually. haha.
senang cerita, at this time, 10.19 pm, i'm officially available.
off from him.from mna mna lelaki.
blog i kotor ouh psl dia.
malas dah nak post.
btw, knp gedik letak gmbr ni? sbb suka hati lah.hahahaha and thanks abah.you've made me smile on my roughest day.thanks for those shirts. i'm lovin it.and thanks rusdha. for the breakfast. breakfast in bed td. the toast was awesome.you're always there,lighting up my life. and matyn. i dah tendang dia. amacam, rock tak kakak awak sorang ni?tapi esok please on9. nak menangis. haha. btw, terima kasih Allah. i'm praying that he wont come back.as a friend pun tak payah lah.ameen.

night people.
kisses and hugs ;)

after 7 months,phew. i rasa i dah bole move on. thank god. saya lepaskan awak wahai kodok. 

hello truth,

the more i do the stalking,the more i cry.

the more i do the stalking, the more bad side of you is revealed.

the more i do the stalking,the more i hate you

the more i do the stalking,the more you hurt me

the more i do the stalking,the more i hate myself for loving you

the more i do the stalking,the more i knew that you still havent change

the more i do the stalking,the more i knew that you dont want me

the more i do the stalking,the more i knew you still have her in your heart

the more i do the stalking,the more you tore my heart into pieces

the more i do the stalking,the more i hate guys

the more i do the stalking,the more i hate liars

the more i do the stalking,the more i knew that i dont need you

the more i do the stalking,the more i need to face the fact that we cant be together

the more i do the stalking,the more i need to erase you from my heart
the more i do the talking,the more harsh words from you that i've heard
the more i do the talking,the more i knew about the TRUTH

Enough.i wont stalk you anymore.you can keep that as a promise.

bye.

i've told you before,i hate liars.so dont blame me for this.

HOI PENIPU,BACK OFF. JANGAN BERANI BERANI LAGI NAK TEGUR I. TENGOK DIRI DULU.KONON BUDGET BAIK.KONON DAH BERUBAH.EH,MANUSIA YG PALING I BENCI,ORANG MCM YOU.TAK BOLE JADI BAIK TAPI BERLAGAK BAIK.BUSUK GLE.JGN CONTACT I DAH.IF YOU BACA NI,PANDAI PANDAI LAH.I MMG BENCI YOU.AND SATU LAGI,JANGAN LAH INGAT I TAK TAHU APA YOU BUAT. AND SORRY,I MMG TAK KAN DAH KWN DGN ORG MCM YOU.EUWWWWW.AND TAK PAYAH PERASAN,KONONNYA YOU NI BAIK. YOU BOLE BLAH

i wish it was you

kenapa ea. i need you sgt sgt.but org laen yg ad.bukan i tak appreciate. i sgt sgt appreciate. i syg mereka sepenuh hati. tpi tahu tak betapa sakitnya rasa, bila kita nk someone tapi dia tak pernah ada. i nk you jd org first tpi turn out smpai sekarang you tak tahu pun ap jd dgn i kan. you tak tahu pun hp i hilang. you tak tahu pun i tak bole nk go on dah belajar. you tak tahu ap ap. tahu tak pedihnya rasa. kenapa lah bodoh sangat i ni.i nak you ad time time i need someone nak mengadu. tpi tak pernah. you tak kan pernah jd org first. paling kurang pun org ke 5 6 dah.jgn buat i mcm ni. i takot satu hari nnti i mmg letakkan you jauh dri hati i. i takut msa tu, jnji i dgn you mmg dah langsung i tak pandang. smpai sekarang, i pegang jnji i. ap pun terjadi, ap pun yg berlaku, ap pun keadaan you, ap pun yg you lakukan,i akan ada untuk you. tapi i tak tahu sampai bila.sbb makin lama, you makin jauh.hati  i pun dah nk letak org len sebagai priority. cepat lah balik you.i nak you yg dulu.satu lgi, dah la tu tipu i. i knew everything. sampai bila nak menipu.

Ya Allah, Ya Rabbi

Ya Allah,besarnya dugaan. mei mei tak tahu mei mei bole tahan lagi ke tak. mei mei tak kuat Ya Allah. mei mei dah sangat rapuh. tapi kalau ini yg Engkau berikan, mei mei redha. mei mei terima dgn hati yg terbuka. Kuatkan mei mei Ya Allah.Dekatkan mei mei kepadaMu. sbb mei mei tahu.semakin hari mei mei semakin jauh dariMu.mei mei ni teruk kan. banyak buat dosa. tapi tak pernah nak bertaubat.mei mei ada Allah s.w.t. mei mei tahu. Ya Allah, mei mei berdoa. agar tempoh cubaan ni cepat cepat berlalu. mei mei takut. mei mei tak mampu. tapi mei mei tahu. Engkau Maha Besar, Maha Agung.tabahkan hati mei mei. simpan semua org yg mei mei syg dgn mei mei.dan kalau andai kata mei mei dah tak bole nak hadapi lagi, tabahkan lah hati mereka supaya mereka bole bimbing mei mei. sbb mei mei dah tak sekuat dulu Ya Allah. Makbulkan doa mei mei. ameen.


abah,sorry. mei mei careless sampai hp hilang. mmg mei mei layak kena marah. mei mei minta maaf abah. sgt sgt. mei mei sedih sbb semua msg abah, mei mei simpan dlm hp tu. msg abah wish birthday. msg abah ckp abah syg mei mei.sume ): abah,i need hugs from you time time mcm ni.



HP MEI MEI HILANG.MACAM HILANG NYAWA );

Happy Birthday Sayang

People, today is my beloved Sharifah Alawiah's 16th Birthday.

sayang alaw a lot

happy birthday sayang.

i always doakan you

you deserve every single happiness in you life

cant wait to balik msia

i got some hotstuffs from egypt as your birthday presents

and dear

you can count on me in every single things.

we'll laugh.we'll cry.together

i'll be around no matter what

lagipun,i kakak you kan.

mana bole let you sorang sorang

and BOYS

i lempang youguys sorang sorang if youguys berani lagi hurt her.

and people, my adik is a very sweet person

awwww. dia budak paling comel ni

COMEL,GORGEOUS,CUN, ARAB BLOODED GIRL

thanks to God

We found each other.

Happy Birthday sayang.

Sis heart you banyak banyak

MUAH♥

*hugs*

p/s: sayang, lirik post bwh ini, lagu yg sis bgi kat you last night :)

Love, this is for you.

Ohhh Yeah

Sometimes
I Feel like I’m going out of
My mind,

Boy the way you do me is a
damn crime,

But then you smile at me
and its all right,

With you there aint nothin' in between,

Every time that I walk out the door,
Tell myself I can't take it no more,

There’s a part of me won't let you go
Keep saying yes when my minds saying no,

Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.
Me and my heart we got issues.
We got issues.

Its so wrong, boy you leave me hangin' for so long,
You empty out my love until its all gone,
You change the words but still it's the same song,
I’m tired of the melody.

Change my number and throw out your clothes,
But my feelings for you, it still shows,
I keep building the walls round my heart,
But then I see you, and it all falls apart...

Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.
Me and my heart we got issues.
We got issues.

Why fight it, cant hide it
Truth is I think I like it,
Confusion, illusions
Still I don’t know which way to go.

Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.

Me and my heart we got issues.
We got issues.

Me and my heart we got issues.
We got issues.

Me and my heart we got issues
Don’t know whether I should hate you or miss you.

i'll sing this to you ;)

hello Tuesday

phew. i cant sleep. last night slept at 2.30 am.and td woke up at 6. awww. i nak balik masa tido i.knp lately susah sgt tido ni. waktu kena tido TAK nak tido.wktu tak bole tido nak tido. bengap. urgh. so since i woke up early today, and afta subuh prayer, nak tido pun mcm tak sempat je. kalau tido sah sah i bgun lwat for my pbl session. so jom fb-ing plus belog-ing.nowadays Egypt is freaking cold. nak keluar dr comforter tu punyalah takut. winter dah kot. i guess. hri tu pun sejuk jugak. but Ebba told me that msa tu baru spring. GULP. kalau spring pun dah sejuk mcm tu, winter ? tingtong. hello tong drum, again. sigh. hahaha.nvm then. tong drum pun tak kesah. last night tak bole tido. nseb baik ad friends of mine yg kt msia yg still tak tido. so i did some mengumpat-ing things with one of my friend. about kawan. aish. masuk bab kawan kan, malas ah mei mei nak fikir. sape rasa nak kawan, kawan jom. sape tak nak, agak agak diri tu bagus sgt blah la. mei mei tak kesah la. xd lah smpai mti pun hidup mei mei. mei mei tak nak berlagak.kwn tu sgt penting dlm hidup, tapi kalau dia asyik bgi mslh, layak ke dipanggil kawan? mei mei pun ada perasaan.saya senyap bukan bereti saya takut. tapi saya tak nak jadi bodoh layan perangai awak. time mcm ni kan baru tahu sape kwan, sape tingtong.haha. tingtong lah ko. ad aku kesah? mmg kali nih, meh. nak buat perangai? jom jom. mei mei nak buat tak hirau je. sampai bila bila pun senang jugak kan. xd lah saya serabut.kalo cerita kat org, msti org ckp, tak pyh ambik kesah. itu lah.mmg mei mei nk buat la ni. urgh.rosak mood ckp psl si tingtong tu pagi pagi. haha. bia ah dia. btw, today ad pbl session. and saya sangat takot. nak kena explain psl treatment of hypertension. susahnya. tsk tsk. smpai pukul 2 tido, buat bnda tu lah. tmbh men fb sikit. jd lah 2.30.haha. wish me luck sayangs ! dgn cuaca tahap beku, gigi sakit, tetiba plak mata mengantuk, mei mei berdoa agar hari ni, Allah berkati mei mei dgn keluarga. Ameen.

byebyebye sayangs.muah.

oh ya,nak jugak tulis. hari ni saya rindu awak lebih dri semalam. i heart you tongong :)